I'm sorry

You know...everyone makes mistake....please forgive me for what I have done....seriously....Noting is really sweet unless you forgive someone....Yes, it's true....It's hard for me to forgive this situation...but, it's alright....Maybe, it's fate...Every cloud has it's silver lining....I believe in that..I just want to say sorry to myself and my parents....Because, I'm making tonnes of mistakes...God, please nurture me!Show me the right path.....Without You, My Lord, I'm weaker...I just need You....You are my everything, My Lord....You are my GOD....THE ONE AND ONLY... I'm saying this because my heart getting sick..It was like a knife stabbing deeply to my heart...and it's bleeding....He's THE ONE WHO CAN CURE THIS....Mom and dad, I know, since young, I've been troubling you....Mom and dad still care of me when I'm sick, they have to wake up in the early morning, making milk for me, feed me, when I'm still a baby....How much I'm troubling them! How terrible I am! Even, if, I'm giving them a trillions of Ringgit Malaysia, tonnes of gold, bungalows, and even my own life, it can't repay their kindness towards me......Mom and dad, I'm seek forgiveness from you....because my result was so bad...I know, you are very disappointed with me, but you still smiling, like a sun that shine in the darkness...giving me a spirit, motivation and support me even though I'm fall.....Mom and dad, I promise to you, that I will make you happy....I want to do something for you....serve you...May God help me to go through this obstacles and hardship...amin....