Fantasy Vs Reality

Dear Readers,

If reading creates imagination, then, imagination creates fantasy. Everything have sequences and related to the another. And, the best part is, fantasy. It is between me and my world. People that I may despise have never occur in my world. This is because, I am the director of my own film and totally satisfied with what I dreamed about. No one can criticize me. That's the main point. But, if you open your eyes and see the real world, will your 'fantasy world' have ever been discovered? The answer is, NO. You won't able to do that. Whatever displeases us, we must accept the facts of reality world.

Let's say,

I imagined that I am a vampire. I can lives forever. I am immortal. People will salute me, and can't hurt me as well.

But, sadly to say, I am not. I am mortal. I am an ordinary little girl with so much to learn. 

Now, I do understand why God creates this harsh world. Why He creates reality and fantasy.

If God let us stayed in our own world, I can bet that, we do not learn anything. Therefore, we can't even tasted the sweetest grace of God. If I am immortal, I see this world is dull. Nothing. Emptiness. Although, reality world is really challenging, but it taught me about humanity, courage, love, hope and all those moral values. I remember this quote, it says, "Do you know between school and life? In school, you are given a test after being taught. But, in life, you're given a test first that teaches you a lesson." That is why God's planning is the best of all. If you find your life is hopeless, pray to Him. I have experienced this kind of thing, as one day, I found myself that I am not good in English. How much I read the English books, I am hardly to understand *I found many new words, that's before I was in a primary school. Then, I prayed hardly to God, as well as I am daydreaming about having good grades in English. I am fully put my hope onto Him, then, He's really granted my wish. I could understand the words by read thoroughly of the book. Whatever it is, don't lose hope. 

Second thing, if Reality is important, why He creates Fantasy? I thought to myself deeply, why? And, I found something. Why the Brother's of Wright can invent an aeroplane? Where they've got the idea? It's all begin, with imagination. They wanted to fly and make something that could sent them into the air. Yes, floating in the air. That's the reason. Sometimes, imagination and fantasy can makes us real good. No doubt, anymore, I say?

If, in maths equation, we can say, imagination = infinity.

And, our brain is really do it's good work! Bravo!

Especially the right hemisphere of brain.

May all of us, have a good and blasted day!

LOVE

Today, I went to the  Book Exhibition Center, The Mines. Wow, many books are sold in the cheapest price. Walalala!! Therefore, I bought about 7 books--->2 books for dad, a book for mom and the remaining is for me! See, I have 4 books---->3 are storybooks and one is 'teenager guidance'. Haha, it's all about teenagers stuff--->From puberty to cleanliness and dating. Whatever it is, I am going to write about the most amazing thing--->LOVE
As for me, I don't know what's LOVE is?Then, I interviewed some of my friends. They say, love is wonderful yet, very thrill for them. The older said, love is blind. So, which one is really correct? Actually, God has keep that kind of feeling in each of us but we can never see the love is. But, the greatest love is the love between a man and God.
One day, when I was really young at that time, I asked my mom, "Why are you giving birth to me?Why don't you abort me? Why are you able to do that and bear the pain?" All she said is, "Because, I love you. And, Heaven will surely awaiting for me. " I asked again, unsatisfied with the answer, "How do you know that you will enter Heaven? Are the women jobs are much difficult than boys? I wish that I am a boy. Then my mom murmured to me, telling that all the sins are vanished as she bear the pain at that time."Having you is a great gift from God. You should be thankful to Him. When you grow older, you will understand more." Seriously, I lost myself with a big question mark in my mind. Till today, I couldn't understand a mother's love towards her  child. Even more, I asked dad about God's love. "He cares for you even more than your mother does." The more he explained to me about God's love, the more I wanted to know. But, everyone knowledge is limited. Father doesn't know everything. So, I have to seek more answers regarding about God's love. Yet, I am too scared to deduce my own conclusion.
Then, how about Love between a girl and a boy? Yes, I called it as"monkey-love". Why? This love is never permanent. Yes, it is the sweetest yet, bitter as gall. You know, I am so-called lucky as I am never experienced this kind of love. But, the best of all, we meet because of God and we split up because of God. Only, this kind of meeting will be blessed and making us happy at any moment.

Travel through books

Hey readers,

Have you read a book today?Me, I started to learn and read what others called it tough---->CALCULUS! creepy, eh? Actually, if we have determination and always put a right and positive attitudes towards that subject, I can bet that, IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL. As for me, I am absolutely loves to learn something new. But, as an unemployed girl *I wanted to further my studies, oversea maybe---->what I can do is read. For me, reading has completed my boring life at home. Calculus, I learned many things. From function to trigonometry and simple calculus. *Yes, everyone needs to learn a basic thing first. What I have learned in that precious  book is * Surprise!
FUNCTION : You know, my additional maths teacher taught is what is in our textbook. But, I have found something that is beyond than that. Function is actually one of the relation. But, it must have one domain and one codomain. In such words, if we put the domain with any real numbers*any one okay? the answer must be fixed, only one. *the codomain. Then, that book also, explained about range and everything. I couldn't explained all---->as, I am not the experts!
Anyway, my father told me, whatever it is, we have to read. As, books are a source of imagination. Yep, a source of imagination. I will always remember every my father's quotes. That's my source of inspiration*besides reading, of course,..Mom, although she's not talking to me a lot, but, I know, she's always praying to God, that one day, I will be a successful person in my career. *Thanks mom, for everything. And, of course, Almighty God,---->The main reason that I can endure in this challenging life.
Therefore, I end my entry with a positive vow, that I promised to work hard, obey all my parents' wishes and God's order. Readers, together we prayed to God, "May God forgive our sins and protect us from the Devil. May God answer my prayer and grant me an excellent SPM result, a good habit and happy ending life." Amin.

What The Hell?

Yepp!! What the hell is going on? When I was taking SPM, I am so excited and hope that SPM will finish and my life will be great! Yes, now my life is superb! All of my friends, family members, mom and dad asked me, "Hey, Fara, don't you work?" What??????!! You know, I am not used to  socialize with people and always feeling awkward when talking or meeting someone that I don't know. That's my main weakness. So, I need to attend classes-to build self-esteem *yeah, rite! Then, I make my own wish-list. Seriously, that wish-list is something that I ridicule about as I don't know what to do. And, hoping that a fairy godmother come and sway her wand changing me into Cinderella. Hoho, what a big dream I have! The thing that is really worst is when my cousin saw a picture of my first crush.*what????she wanted to add him to her facebook! No way! I know he's cute, but, somehow, he's snobbish*The thing that I wanted to do is, SCREAM OUT LOUD. But, I couldn't. Many,  many things happened to me nowadays, turning me into a genius girl*I supposed problems can cause us to think, though. So, that our both right and left hemisphere of brain is working* -----Thanks to GOD for giving me problems. Luckily, books are my best companion. I can see  the world through it and realize that GOD IS GREAT. wow! Thanks to HIM. Hmm, anyway, I will end this with a prayer, "May God blessed me and those who worship HIM." Amin.