What The Hell?

Yepp!! What the hell is going on? When I was taking SPM, I am so excited and hope that SPM will finish and my life will be great! Yes, now my life is superb! All of my friends, family members, mom and dad asked me, "Hey, Fara, don't you work?" What??????!! You know, I am not used to  socialize with people and always feeling awkward when talking or meeting someone that I don't know. That's my main weakness. So, I need to attend classes-to build self-esteem *yeah, rite! Then, I make my own wish-list. Seriously, that wish-list is something that I ridicule about as I don't know what to do. And, hoping that a fairy godmother come and sway her wand changing me into Cinderella. Hoho, what a big dream I have! The thing that is really worst is when my cousin saw a picture of my first crush.*what????she wanted to add him to her facebook! No way! I know he's cute, but, somehow, he's snobbish*The thing that I wanted to do is, SCREAM OUT LOUD. But, I couldn't. Many,  many things happened to me nowadays, turning me into a genius girl*I supposed problems can cause us to think, though. So, that our both right and left hemisphere of brain is working* -----Thanks to GOD for giving me problems. Luckily, books are my best companion. I can see  the world through it and realize that GOD IS GREAT. wow! Thanks to HIM. Hmm, anyway, I will end this with a prayer, "May God blessed me and those who worship HIM." Amin.