The Crush

Dear Readers,
Seriously, I thought it is a joke. But, the more I deny the feeling, the more real it is. I don't know why, but, all of a sudden, I started to like him. Yet, I never tell him that I had a crush on him as I might get heartbreak of being rejected.
Before this, he used to like me.
He's a cute boy. He is popular.
My mistake is, I am never reply. Reply to those 'love' questions.
Silly, huh?
I'm always motivate others, but, not myself. Once, my dad told me, "Inspired him, he will conquer the world"
True.
But, I don't care about crush.
What I care the most, my goal. That is.
Sometimes, I do get jealous of couples. Yet, rational mind started to empower me.
I must believe, "Every grey clouds have its silver lining"
Like he said, "Single because Allah (God) is planning my love story"
That's really inspired me on relationship.
I do feel sad as he's going to ****.
It's okay, if we don't get this, maybe God is planning the best for us. We must believe in HIM
Sometimes, I want to be so beautiful.
After all, God's creation is perfect. Weaknesses and abilities are perfectly in balance.
Hey, guys! Don't be sad if we do not find our partner.
Happy because we are single. We can do all things without any disturbance
You know, life is like a candle.
If you have the courage to take the challenge, brightness will accompany you
If not, you will stay in darkness.
In conclusion, life is a courage.
Love, crush, ----> I do feel these things.
Desire--->Sometimes, we desire the things that are wrong. But, uncontrollable lust and irrational mind will lead us to disaster.
That's where knowledge help us.
God always emphasise us to learn. And, he condemned the people who is not learning anything.
Because, we seek knowledge to find the truth.
And, God is telling the truth.
Seek knowledge, so that you know God, who is telling the truth.