Hope and Dreams :(

Dear Readers, From now on, I am a new person. Not that person who believes in dreams and hopes. For me, it is just a remainder for my broken hearts. And, thank you, for teaching me to be as this brave. I don't know that my heart is harden and cold, after so much of tears that I have wasted all this time. And, my hope is broken to pieces. I know that I have troubled mom and dad, because of the dream I had. What I will do, because of God, nothing else above Him. And, I won't dream anything after this, not even a prince charming. Because I knew it, hope can give you either these two, happiness and failure. I will work hard because I fear of the things that I will regret, not the hope of paradise. And this is me, the new person. Which, I will full my mind with knowledge, not the hope and dream that I have planted. Mom and dad, sorry for being me, but sooner I am transforming. Only, with the absence of hopes and dreams I shall be brave. I am a coward because I dream about it and I couldn't realise it. I am a total coward. Yet, without dreams and hopes, I know the consequences, which I will find my life is so dull like there is no colour in my life.