Knowledge

Dear Readers, When I was so young, I am so curious, how they are entering Jannah? Why, some says, it is easy to enter paradise yet, it is hard. I can't really figure it out. And, what about syirik (A person that makes God equal or less equal to the others). How can this be proved? When, I learned the true syirik, I wonder, everyday, is it I commit syirik? While, I am not idol-worshipper, while, I think I am still praying to Allah. Without I realise it, I have commited Syirik. You know, what's that? As-Syirik As Asyghar. A hidden Syirik. I am scared if I failed in exams, but, today Allah makes me realized, not exams, it is something more. Something that I must see very far, it is God's love. When people asked me, "What do you want in life?" Why am I so stupid telling them, what have human's taught without thinking beyond than that. I said, " I wanted to be a successful person. I wanted to achieve victory. I wanted everything that brings good to me." But, I forget, "I wanted to be good in front of Allah. I wanted to please Allah." And, He promise me a victory, everything good that I want. I just forget that. And, everyday I am doing it. I spend my time seeking for knowledge, but, I forget what I aimed about. Not exams, not victory but Allah. I should. Forgive me, my Lord. I am scared if Allah don't look at me at Akhirah. I am not pious, I am not an angel. God, I can't see You, but I can feel You. I am such a fool! I can't even think about it! Think nicely about Allah. You know, one-day, I loved this person so much, so, she is. I regard her as my bestfriend, as we can't separate at all. But, Allah, at that time, He take away her heart. As time goes by, she don't bother for me at all. And, I am crying thinking life is so unfair. Yet, Allah wants me realise that there is nothing permanent except Him. He awaits for me, He wants me to get nearer to Him, He wants to give something best for me. But, I am so unrealized, I am thinking of that person, that person who has no power on everything! Even, she can only consult me, not changing the situation into a betterment! When I wanted that thing so much, He didn't give me. He makes me lose it. Why? Because, He doesn't want me to depend on that thing, but Him! He consulted me through knowledge, gives me lessons through situations and gives me courage through punishment. FORGIVE ME MY LORD!

YEAH

Hope and Dreams :(

Dear Readers, From now on, I am a new person. Not that person who believes in dreams and hopes. For me, it is just a remainder for my broken hearts. And, thank you, for teaching me to be as this brave. I don't know that my heart is harden and cold, after so much of tears that I have wasted all this time. And, my hope is broken to pieces. I know that I have troubled mom and dad, because of the dream I had. What I will do, because of God, nothing else above Him. And, I won't dream anything after this, not even a prince charming. Because I knew it, hope can give you either these two, happiness and failure. I will work hard because I fear of the things that I will regret, not the hope of paradise. And this is me, the new person. Which, I will full my mind with knowledge, not the hope and dream that I have planted. Mom and dad, sorry for being me, but sooner I am transforming. Only, with the absence of hopes and dreams I shall be brave. I am a coward because I dream about it and I couldn't realise it. I am a total coward. Yet, without dreams and hopes, I know the consequences, which I will find my life is so dull like there is no colour in my life.

Answer to An Atheist

1. If, you says that Allah created everything, who creates Allah? (Surah Al-Ikhlas) "Allah in the name of The Most Affectionate, the Merciful." "Say you, He is Allah, the one." "Allah the Independent, Care free." "He begot none' nor was He begotten." "And nor anyone is equal to Him." 2. Why Allah never showed up? (Al-An'aam 6:103) "No vision can grasp Him, but His grasp is over all vision: He is above all comprehension, yet is acquainted with all things." >>>>This is so little reading of mine, so, I guess you all should go back and read Quran, once again. Please, if you don't understand, read for the translation. Believe me, you all will get the answer.

Friends

Dear Readers, In life, we may have a lot of friends yet certain people may have little friends. Still, we have someone that keeps us accompany. See, how much Allah loves us? He sent someone to become our friends or family to us. You know, there's a girl that I regard her as my best friend. But, she only sees me as her friend. I am so sad to know the truth yet, I will comfort myself telling that, "It's okay Farah, Allah still loves you." Yes, that way I will never lose hope and still do the kindness. Although, devils whispered to my ears, telling that all the humans are hypocrites. Why I should do kindness towards them? And, angel said, "Because there's always kindness in everyone's heart even though s/he is hypocrites." Yes, that's what I do believe. Friends? Yes, like AA said, "Just be friends with everyone." Thanks, AA. Dad said, "Make friends, not enemies." I will always remember that, dad. And, there's no such friends forever. Because, they are not forever with us. Allah is forever with us. That's what I most believes in. Thanks to Allah for generating my brain in order to write this article. And, don't be sad if we don't have any friends in this world. There must be someone who's willing to befriend with you. Just be yourself. There must be someone who loves you for whom you are.

Doa

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani, Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku, Yang Menguasai Hari Pembalasan, Pada permulaan ini, aku panjatkan kesyukuran kepada-Mu Ya Allah, Kau ampunkanlah dosaku, dosa keluargaku, dosa rakan-rakanku dan dosa pembaca blog ini, Aku redha, Ya Allah, dengan segala ketentuan-Mu ini, Sesungguhnya, aku mengharapkan yang terbaik dan sesungguhnya, Engkaulah perancang terbaik dalam hidupku. Berikanlah aku keputusan yang cemerlang dalam SPM seboleh-bolehnya 7A, Ya Allah. Berikanlah aku A+ dalam fizik dan English Dan janganlah Engkau menggagalkan aku, Ya Allah. Aku ingin membuatkan ibubapaku tersenyum gembira dengan kehadiranku ini, Ya Allah. Sesekali aku tidak ingin melihat mereka berduka. Tolonglah aku Ya Allah, dalam menghargai jasa mereka, Dan matikanlah aku dan mereka dalam Islam. Sesunnguhnya, aku ingin mati dan hidup dalam Redha-Mu Ya Allah. Ya Allah, janganlah Engkau jadikan aku dan keluargaku di kalangan golongan yang kufur, dan lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan cahaya hidayah-Mu Ya Allah Janganlah Engkau bebankan kami dengan dosa-dosa. Amin Ya Rabbal'alamin.

Al-Quran,Stairway to Jannah

Dear Readers, Today, I read Al-Koran after Asr prayer. I do not why, but, my heart and hand seems to grab the Koran from the book shelve. When I open up the holy book, it is Surah Hud. And, it begins with the words of 'Alif Lam Ra' which I do not know the meaning of those words. Then, I do reminisce what my teacher said, 'No one knows what it means because it remains as the secret of Allah' Allah, The Greatest telling me in that Surah to only worship Him and He will pay back for our deeds. God, thank you for everything. When I read it, I think my life is in peace. I don't worry for anything. When I read it, I feel I wanted to do all the kindness in my life and Heaven for sure, awaits me. When I read it, I feel like Allah still loves me, although He puts me in all the tests. Why we have to concern about beauty? Each time you spent the time looking in the mirror, every imperfection you will see on your body making you unsatisfied although others see you a beauty. Why we have to concern about money? Getting rich? I bet, each time, you will wants more and more, making you even greedy until you will not aware of losing something important in your life. Take much time with your loves one? Remember, they aren't always with us, not forever. They will be gone and leaves us in grief. Yes, we must achieve all the above, in order to get a happy life. But, we must put Islam first in our life. Everything should be in modest. And, always remember that, only one is permanent. God (Allah). He's with us. The priority of living because of God (Allah). When Allah asks us to help the poor, to wear Hijab (for girls), to respect elders, to pray and everything He wants us to do and He prohibit us from all the things that will rise His wrath, because He loves us. And, all the things that is uncontrollable, just pray to Him. He's the best planner after all. And, there is one word of His, it says, "And whatever you may like, maybe it is something bad for you, and whatever you may dislike maybe something good for you, indeed He is The Knowing of Everything" (you can open up the Koran, if you still don't believe me) -That's all for today, May Allah blessed Your Day-

Magic Words :)

Dear Readers, I am assured that some of you know what magic words are. Some may not even heard of it. There are the words of 'Thank You' and 'I am sorry'. These words will change people's perception on us. Or, these words may change our lives. Like, when we receive something from someone, just a word 'thank you' that come out from our mouth will be enough to please the person. Or, we could be an example to the another. If the society use these magic words in daily life, I bet that all the people can live in peace and harmony. And, always remember that practice can becomes habit. Yes, I do understand that practice is something hard to do, but, once it becomes habit, it is permanent. Then, if the person just grab the thing and without saying thank you, don't condemned. Because, we do not know people's heart. Just say 'thank you' to her/him and smile, as s/he might think the rudeness that s/he have done. Therefore, come the words 'I'm sorry'. And this word seems to be a 'chance' for someone to mend his/her mistake. Yea, no doubt any more that everyone in the Earth making a tons of mistakes. From those words too, we as human beings help and respect one another. And, always remember that, these magic words are applicable to whoever. Either s/he is a prime minister, a king or a queen, we all have to utter those magic words. In God's eyes, we are the same. But, the difference is our faith. Not forget that, what our Lord asked us to do and planned for us that's the best as He is THE MOST MERCIFUL. He will do what benefits us, just believe and remember Him (by praying) and do some good deeds to others. Therefore, I shall end this by saying, "Say these magic words, and your world is changing to a better ones"

Great

Dear Readers,
I challenge you, who in the Earth do not want to be great? I bet, everyone wants to be great. It is our decisions that lead to the being great or not. And, what I learned is, decision is responsibility.
Your decision is wrong, disaster.
Your decision is right, happiness.
So, what about being great? Actually, this quote really inspiring me. It goes, "Don't wait for being great and don't even dare to capture the word 'if' in mind. Start it right now in anywhere and everywhere."
I will tell whatever that I know or what I read, but I don't dare to say that I am a motivator as I am just an 18-year old teenage-girl.
Great? Being great, begins anywhere and anytime. You don't need anything to be a great man. So, starting a small things like doing good deeds is the best beginning to become great. Why I said that so? I can give you some examples. Scientists said, our human's body are so complex and this is so great. But, before that, we are only a sperm. A cell. See, God deals with small things, and in the end, the product is really great.
I tell you, when I am writing this blog, I entertained myself more. When I am mad, I can write and read back, and my anger will cool down. Then, I am conscious what I really did, and asked forgiveness from The Almighty Lord.
I am admired some great men such as Prophet Muhammad (Get the first place in the most influential people in the world), Isaac Newton and Albert Einstein. Hey, I tell you one thing, these great men, believed in the existence of God. So, what the heck if you are Atheist? I tell you one thing, the word 'believe' is so powerful that this kind of word will make you endure in hardship of life. I tell you one-thing about believing. I believed if I commit suicide, I will being thrown into Hell. And, you know how terrified Hell is? Thousands times the pain in Hell rather in the World. One-day, I almost giving up, life is meaningless for me, I blamed myself for everything yet, the pain in Hell always remind me to NOT commit suicide. You know, after a while, God paid me back with His grace and happiness, after having so much pain in life. And, that time, I was thinking back, now I know why I must endure all these hardship in life.
Prophet Muhammad, I shall said, he endure so much pains in life, being an orphan, The Quraisy always insulted him and tagged him as a crazy man, and many more. (If you don't believe what I said, you shall buy a biography book of Prophet Muhammad). But, what he did? He endured it and pray hard to The Almighty God. Now, what he gets? Until now, Islam (religion) is expanding and he still in the first place of the most influential people on the Earth. Even Isaac Newton, can't beat him. Believing also put your 100% trust in God. For Him, nothing is impossible although we see the situation is helpless, or broken. So, always pray to Him and believe His Power.
Wow, only believing in God? Easy job. Not only, there is something else you must do to become a great  man. Hard work. Imaam Syafiie once said, "Pray hard like you are going to die tomorrow, and work hard as if you are going to live forever". In Qur'an, it is stated that, "God (Allah) will not change the person's fate, until he/she change themselves." What is the meaning of that? Hey, if you are lazy, do you think the money will fall from the sky? Wake up, dude! No, if and only if you are so diligent, that will make you richer.
So, this is my article for today. It is YOU who makes the choice, it is YOU who decide. Thank you. May Allah(God) blessed your day!

Life

Dear Readers,

Life sometimes can be hurtful, passionate, and even delightful. 

I couldn't understand what life is.

Or maybe, I am too young to know about life. 

Yeah, everyone have their own conclusion regarding this matter.

It's up to us now.

We always heard that many youngsters condemned their life.

Or, some might loves and proud of their life.

How we judge our life, it's our own right. Or, maybe, others judge our life.

That's how we find courage.

We may be feel sad, pathetic about what others speculations. Or, people criticized our project. 

As for me, I might said that, "No one is perfect. They happened to be here because we are born to complete each other."

Even, when people make me sad as they judged only by my appearance, I persuaded my heart by saying, "There is always a rainbow after rain. Maybe, I should improve myself more and proved to the world that I can be success with God's help even if I am like that." 

At that time, I do get angry to myself as people judged me wrongly. I admit that I hate it so much even I said that I am not lucky to be who I am. 'swank, a fool, troublesome student, problem ethics'-->that's all what people think on me. Sometimes, I can't respect adults as on whatever they speculate about me. 

I can't. There are rules on this world. Rules are rules. Obligation is obligation. 

I have so much of hard time during my school's life. Now, I do learned something.

Let people judged our life. We can never shut their mouth. So, be happy and positive always.

It's no need we hurt ourselves so much. Crying all day long. It will make the situation more horrible.

Just be yourself. People is people. They're not God. God have powers but not people. They can't make a corpse turned alive. 

Sometimes, when I sit down in front of the computer, I think back of that moment.

"How immatured I was at that time. I shouldn't condemned myself like that"

Words can be hurtful. But, we can always be a media. Turned over the hurtful words into a positive sentence.

Life is so short. So, enjoy it. We have so much to see, to handle, to experience and to learn! 

People will stay and go.

But God forever stay with us. 

How royal the human is, they can never be our side forever, every second.

But, the God who is always protect us and never leaves us even for a milisecond.

That's why, in Quran, there is always a word of wisdom.

"It is enough that Allah is protecting me."

Sooner or later, the people that you hate or love will die. 

So, like my friend always said, "Don't worry. Be happy. :)"

The Crush

Dear Readers,
Seriously, I thought it is a joke. But, the more I deny the feeling, the more real it is. I don't know why, but, all of a sudden, I started to like him. Yet, I never tell him that I had a crush on him as I might get heartbreak of being rejected.
Before this, he used to like me.
He's a cute boy. He is popular.
My mistake is, I am never reply. Reply to those 'love' questions.
Silly, huh?
I'm always motivate others, but, not myself. Once, my dad told me, "Inspired him, he will conquer the world"
True.
But, I don't care about crush.
What I care the most, my goal. That is.
Sometimes, I do get jealous of couples. Yet, rational mind started to empower me.
I must believe, "Every grey clouds have its silver lining"
Like he said, "Single because Allah (God) is planning my love story"
That's really inspired me on relationship.
I do feel sad as he's going to ****.
It's okay, if we don't get this, maybe God is planning the best for us. We must believe in HIM
Sometimes, I want to be so beautiful.
After all, God's creation is perfect. Weaknesses and abilities are perfectly in balance.
Hey, guys! Don't be sad if we do not find our partner.
Happy because we are single. We can do all things without any disturbance
You know, life is like a candle.
If you have the courage to take the challenge, brightness will accompany you
If not, you will stay in darkness.
In conclusion, life is a courage.
Love, crush, ----> I do feel these things.
Desire--->Sometimes, we desire the things that are wrong. But, uncontrollable lust and irrational mind will lead us to disaster.
That's where knowledge help us.
God always emphasise us to learn. And, he condemned the people who is not learning anything.
Because, we seek knowledge to find the truth.
And, God is telling the truth.
Seek knowledge, so that you know God, who is telling the truth.